I Am Not Who I Use To Be

I work for a Faith-Base Organization so we are able to have daily devotionals before the work day starts. This is one perk that I appreciate.
I actually do devos one day awake. I always try to challenge to share something about my life to hopefully impact others peoples life with what God has done in my life.
A few months ago at church, our leader challenged us by asking “Do you share your conversion story with friends, family, and co-workers?”
That question impacted me. I had worked at this job for over 2 years and have never shared my conversion story. So I decided for my next devo I was going to share my conversion story.

I shared all the gory details about cheating on BG, living with Dennis not being married and being in an unhealthy relationship.  I get done connecting the dots and asked if anyone had anything to say or comment.  NOTHING.  Nada, not a peep.

That is always hard to not get any response.  Especially when it is something so personal.  I tried not to let it bother me.  I know that GOD challenged me to step outside of my comfort zone.  And that is exactly what I did.

I started my day working.  Midway through the day one of the linen guys came onto my unit to get the linen.  I saw him in the hall and he said “That was interesting what you said.  I would never imagine you to cheat on someone”

At first, I kinda took offense.  Of all the things you got from that you want to bring up the fact that I cheated on my husband.  But then I had an AHA moment.  He was right I am not a person that would cheat on my husband NOW.  But the person I was over 23 years ago would cheat on her husband.

So I use that opportunity to say “You are right I am not a person that would cheat on my husband Now.  But the person I was then would do that.  God has really changed me to be a more Godly woman”

When we become a Christian there should be a distinct difference between who we were and who we are now.  So that is my challenge to you.  Do you blend into your old self or is there such a drastic change that people can tell?

To GOD Be The Glory.