How Far Am I Willing To Go

During a message a few weeks ago this question was posed

Are we willing for GOD’s dream for us to be fulfilled in our lives?

That is such a profound question.  Am I the one hindering GODs plan to be lived out in my life.  Am I a roadblock in my own journey?

Do I want GOD to do things in my life on my terms?  Or am I truly giving GOD total control.

How far am I willing to go physically, financially, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

When the tough times come will I be willing to check in for the journey or will I be checking out.

I have heard “If you pray for patience GOD will take you through a situation that you will need patience etc”  That is so true.  I remember I prayed to have closer and deeper relationships with my girls.  Within months of that prayer Bethanie went to Alaska and Lilie went in the Army. LOL But honestly I have grown closer to my girls even though they are miles away. Because I had to go after a relationship with complete effort.

As I have mentioned before this move to Charleston has been SO HARD.  It has broken me so much.  I have wanted to check out so many times.  So that question “Am I willing for God’s dream to be fulfilled in my life”  It has played repeatly in my head. 

If I leave Charleston am I cutting Gods dream short in my life.  Or am I realizing that the dream is not to be fulfilled in Charleston.  That I will need to move somewhere else for it to be fulfilled.  I don’t know the answer to those questions.  All I can do is pray to GOD to reveal where I need to be for his dream to be fulfilled.

To GOD Be The GLORY