I’ve Got Some Healing To Do.

I’ve lived here in the Hampton Roads area for just about a month. And every time I introduce myself at church I explained that I just moved from Charleston. And usually one of the first questions is “oh what brought you here.”

And when I tried to explain to them that I am here for healing it seems like in an instant I grow another head and four sets of eyeballs. It’s as though they can’t comprehend or understand what that really means. And I understand that this is my journey and I can respect that. I can’t expect somebody else to understand my journey.

And I have to really caution and stop myself from trying to defend or even try to explain what all that means. I’ve realized that I just need to give them that information and however they do or don’t comprehend it that’s on them.

It’s not my job to try and help them understand why I’m here. Because another question that usually comes after that is “why did you have to come here to do that healing why couldn’t you’ve done it somewhere else.” And that’s a legitimate question to ask.  Yet it is not one I have to answer

My journey is mine and it is not necessary to try to have others understand.  I know I have A LOT of healing to do.  I need to do that no matter if 100 people understand and support me or if just one.

I know that I do have one very important person right by my side.  GOD.  He has been there since DAY ONE.  He is the reason I am healing.  Without him, I would probably still be roaming searching for happiness in this hallowed world.  I am such a better person because of him.

To GOD Be The GLORY.  Take Care.  Much Love.